Wednesday, August 04, 2004
confusion
perhaps i am just too fried to my brain. (did that even make sense?...oh heck, who cares?) but what contest? i had a contest with sadia? or maybe she's just trying to fool me into doing something. hmmmm... but for some odd reason, it appears to me that whenever sadia mentions an event. i seem to forget. and my memory is usually not so poor. even when i am blubbering sick. (did that make sense again?) or twitchy, as i am right now. twitchy dead.
anywho, as i was saying, i seem to forget the things that sadia mentions. i usually a detailed person. or maybe it's not me. it's just that when sadia mentions something, it's just so vague that i have no clue. but now, that sounds like i'm just pushing blame. and sadly, i think i know i am. (i say i think because my mind is quite blurry right now.) i may be clueless and oblivious to...well, basically most things in life, but i can usually get a hint.
so why can't i now?
to quickly sum it--and that i think of it, why didn't i just get to this point earlier?--i would like to ask sadia, what contest are you refering to? but yes, i will continue the contest, whatever it may be. i'm usually agreeable...i think.
quite confused. naturally and by "contest".
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