Wednesday, August 11, 2004
fuck....
i should get dressed. i should eat. my hair is still wavy although flattened. i don't know if i like it quite yet.
it's almost one and i'm not even ready to go out. in fact, i don't feel like going out today. well, maybe not. i just don't feel like going out right now. maybe later on tonite, but not now for sure. i feel like shit.
and i get the feeling i'm going to be in one of those moods where i have to force myself to talk. fuck, i hate it when i'm in those moods. i just babble. and i don't give two shits about what i say.
or maybe i should pull the silent move. let the other person babble. then i just secretly laugh at the other in my head. until they ask me what's wrong or whatnot. nothing's wrong. i just don't feel like talking.
i want to sleep.
| lily* || 0 || 12:56 p.m. |
